Today is March 15, 2014. I am alive and well.

excerpt from second book–

True paranoia is me thinking the government has picked my ticket and are on their way to get me. They will use me rather than a rat to experiment with different kinds of shampoos and cosmetics. They will keep me in a cell, water me down when I smell, and feed me apricots. Only after watering me down will they test deodorant on my skin. I will be released and return home after my teeth have rotted from unmarketable toothpaste. I don’t want to qualify this line of thought with a psychological tag, but I will. I think the docs refer to this as delusional thinking. It doesn’t make it any less real. A delusion is a false belief I believe to be true to the core of my being. My medications work so well that I do have reprieves from this kind to thinking. Worry will leave me if I deep breath and allow my Spirit to attach herself to God. Shadow bickers with Spirit at times, but Spirit is the stronger of the two.

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